I've been meaning to
write those words for a long time now. I've been meaning to share this message
with you and the rest of the world so that everyone would know how much I
appreciate you. I wanted it to be in writing so that those words can be
preserved throughout our lifetime, possibly even beyond.
I wanted to thank
you for accepting to have me as your husband, as your partner, as your
companion, as your friend, as your confidant, as your supporter, and as your
biggest fan.
I wanted to thank
you for being my wife, my sole partner, my true companion, my best friend, my
trusted confidant, my biggest supporter, my number one fan, my beautiful bride,
my guardian angel, the queen of my heart, the mother of my child, my pride and
joy, my soul mate...
I Thank you for
being by my side no matter what. I Thank you for supporting me in all my ups n'
downs. Thank you for taking me despite all my flaws. Thank you for all the
love, affection, support, and encouragement. Thank you for all the smiles and
all the laughs, all the hugs and all the kisses, and all prayers and all
wishes.
Through your
unconditional love and support, and through your faith in me and my abilities;
you managed to pull me out of my worst states and darkest hours. Even at times
when I doubted myself, you believed in me. Without you, I would be lost.
Without you, I would lose my mind and go nuts! You are what is keeping me sane.
Thank you for being
you. And thank you for being the best part of my life. Thank you for all that
was, is, and will be between us.
I also wanted to
apologize to you. I'm sorry for all the flaws that I have --and I know there
are many of those. I am sorry if I have not lived up to your expectations. I am
sorry if I have not been as supportive as you would want me. And I am sorry if
I have ever said or done anything that upset you.
Looking back at our
time together --now that we just marked four years of our marriage-- I have
nothing but good memories. You have made the last four years much more
beautiful and wonderful than they could have ever been. You have taught me what
it feels like to be in love and be loved, to have someone to share the laughter
with, to have someone who would always listen when I need to talk, to have
someone who I can always turn to, to have a shoulder I can cry on…
I wish I could be
better for you. Because, the way I am; I don't deserve to be with you. And I'm
so lucky that I am with you. Because you deserve only the best.
May God bless you,
protect you, strengthen you, and give you all the joys of this life and the
afterlife.
I love you. And I am
looking forward to all the years I am going to spend with you.
From the bottom of
my heart,
Ayman
P.S. writing those
words reminded me of the song "Pictures in My Head" by Westlife. It
pretty much speaks my mind:
Thank
you for tomorrow
When
you're gonna call me
Thank
you for the weekend
When
you're gonna see me
Thank
you for the memories
We
haven't made yet
You've
always been a part of me
Even
before we met
Thank
yon in advance for the love you give me
I've
had a glance of the good life
You'll
be there when nobody believes me
I've
gone through it all in my mind
I
can see me looking at you
At
the start of the day for all my life
I
can see me dying to hold you
On
my way when I'm driving home at night
I've
got these pictures in my head
These
pictures in my head…
